How can i help you my friend,
For i am sick...!!
How can i show you the light,
when i am in the dark..!!
How can i share your burden,
when i am it...!!
How can i be my"self"
when i am the null.
How...?
Here is to the filthiness, that fills me
Here is to the myth, that i have become
Here is to the soul, that's mourning
Here is to you my friend, that hates me.
cheers...!!
You have to be perfection, when you are the flaw.
You have to be a fucking saint, to find love, and it's love thats unsavory to your soul.
You have to be don't you ?
You're love is madness, and so is your guilt.
You live a miserly life, life is what you don't indulge in.
Those words that you say, you never mean them.
Those plans that you make, "you" never know why ?
I am enlightened, i know the meaning of life,
it's meaningless...
what next ?
and
why does there have to be a next ?
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11 comments:
Now I am at risk of being repetitive....
But again, beautiful.
"what next ?
and
why does there have to be a next ?"
Yes........why???
Nice post Peeps.. But I don't get one point. Are you sure, you know the meaning of life?. You say "it's meaningless...". But you don't know WHY it's meaningless ;-)
But then I think; maybe it's meaningless IS the meaning of life, but then life is NOT meaningless!...
And again.. Hmmm, wait... You say you know the meaning of life which is it's meaningless, then you ask "why does there have to be a next?".. Hehe, you give the meaning of life by asking that question. Silly me :-)
>> "What next?.. and.. why does there have to be a next?"
Why not?... Otherwise world would be pretty boring I guess. I love when universe's getting more complex :-))
"There is a theory which states that if anyone ever exactly discovers what this universe is for and why it is here, it will instantly disappear and be replaced by something even more bizarre and inexplicable. There is another theory which states that this has already happened." Douglas Adams - The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy
Take care :-).
M n Nothing,
Guys.. i can't believe you liked
that depressing post, but you've pointed out
some interesting points.
The post was just an outlet to the
conflicting traits inside me,
Sometimes, the nihilist in me takes over
completely and shows me life through his lens.
I couldn't help jotting these thoughts out as they stand
a testimonial to the state of mind that creeps in to me Quite often.
As for your Question M. what next ? well in that state of mind
i would have answered.. nothing..there was no past, and hence
there is no future.
Nothing, yes you were right, the Question answers itself.
thanks for letting me how you feel about the post.
Cheers,
Peeps
P,
Sometimes, when a choice appears amidst the fog of the nothingness, the choice, although it is 'something', makes the nothingness even more apparent. And even though something has seemingly arisen from the void, it appears equally bleak.
If I could break down the 'ego' and truly realize there is no 'me' to even make a choice or see this nothingness to begin with, perhaps things wouldn't be perceived this way.
But I don't know.
P,
Sometimes, when a choice appears amidst the fog of the nothingness, the choice, although it is 'something', makes the nothingness even more apparent. And even though something has seemingly arisen from the void, it appears equally bleak.
If I could break down the 'ego' and truly realize there is no 'me' to even make a choice or see this nothingness to begin with, perhaps things wouldn't be perceived this way.
But I don't know.
Awesome post...but u being too pessimistic in ur outlook. i know its hard, but try being like me :P
btw arsenal beat liverpool!! :D
@M
"If i could break down the "ego" "...
yes, you struck the right chord, but to be aware of the
nothingness around you, don't you feel "ego" or the idea of
the self is essential.. ?
i am aware of the paradox, but i am yet clueless on how to break it
..and i know if i break one, i can break the rest..
@ STD,
i am an optimist, who was optimistic enough to jot down the thoughts,
i search of a solution.. i believe there is one..
btw, read what i say in my "About Me", ;-) I'm just like .. that
Cheers,
mind°=oneness
mind¹=mind
mind²=ego
:-)
PS: I didn't make this up, I saw somewhere but thought it was funny. Oh yes, fun.. I think that's the key to the meaning of life ;-) (God told me that last night, when we were having a diner in a restaurant. But old bastard didn't pay the bill)
Take care
P,
"To be aware of the nothingness around you, don't you feel "ego" or the idea of
the self is essential?"
ABSOLUTELY. I'm figuring that when we are able to dissolve the ego, or at least stop identifying with it, perhaps the nothingness will still be there...only it will be a more beautiful and peaceful nothingness instead of this empty, shitty, MEANINGLESS nothingness. I wonder if what I said actually makes sense. I tend to not make much lately.
Darkness engulfs me once again...and the confusion....sounds like you, too.
I think it's because I am still clinging to my ego...to a sense of self...whereas there really isn't anything that's permanent or lasting that is my 'self'. The only thing that seems to be really real (which is the sole essence of our souls) is love. Sounds cheesy but its true. In the love I feel for others I can lose my 'self' and become a part of the oneness. But then my ego gets in the way again and I become selfish and bitter and angry that I have to do all the loving....and seemingly get nothing in return. But it isn't really that way at all. Why is it so damn hard to break away from the illusion??? All this seems to make sense, and yet at others it makes no sense and i don't even want to think about it. Maybe I am completely wrong after all.
I don't really know anything. Maybe I don't want to. I don't know.
I hope getting back to your regular routine is going well after the break.
M.
Nothing...
"But old bastard didn't pay the bill" HAHAHAHAHA
Ya, the fucker did that to me once, too.
LOL
M,
"only it will be a more beautiful and peaceful nothingness instead of this empty, shitty, MEANINGLESS nothingness."
I feel,
The emptiness.. you experience is when you miss the part you've been "play"ing, on this
eternal stage, though you know it's meaningless, it's been ingrained in to your system so
deep that some part of you still wants to be identified with that mythical character that you were, before you became aware of the nothingess you speak of.
But, don't worry that longing will fade away, it's as mercurial as the "play" that you've been
a part of.. and these moments will pass too..
just as everything seems less tasty one you've had a lot of sugar, the bliss
that you've experienced will make the recurrence bland.
"I tend to not make much lately."
except for these words, every thing else you've said made perfect sense :)
"I don't really know anything. Maybe I don't want to. I don't know."
It takes the knowledge of how less we know, to know this,
a paradox, just like you
Yes, the busy schedule keeps me occupied, yet it makes the
little time i get more precious, thanks again
cheers
P
PS: Now, what i saw was a big fat black woman.... calling herself god,
may be its just cause i'm afraid of being called a racist . ;-)
Looks like someone had a blog makeover :)
Bloody couldnt recognise the blog when i first saw it!! And your name is nowhere in the blog.
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