This wasn't so bad…. was it???

He floated in his mothers womb for 8 months 21 days,
this ocean of blissful ignorance---this lack of identity,
was all he knew and that's all he wanted. He never had
a past to repent , nor was he deluded by the future
in all it's vanity. His mother's blood and flesh brought
with it not just the nourishment, but also the conscience
which soon caste its ugly shadow on him, making him feel confined,
he soon became claustrophobic, the thoughts of bondage
smothered him. He wanted to break-free from these maternal clutches
and plunge in to the unknown, he soon realized he had a voice in his
head that spoke to him so often, that with time he couldn't distinguish it from himself.

It became his identity; it told him that he had the strength
to get out of this place, which once was heaven to him. Inquisitive,
is all he was, when he started kicking, in a week he was kicking
so hard that his mother gave in and there he was--- out of her womb,
crying, repenting, on his past for the first time. He was struck
with remorse on his decision to break out, but little did he know
that this train never turned back.
The voice within which was now his identity was never at rest,
it was his first friend, that taught him all the things which in the
near future a man in a black robe would read them out as the seven deadly sins,
Pride, Envy, Gluttony, Lust, Anger, Greed and Sloth.
But how does he, a stranger to this carnal land know that they
were detestable, so he did as his voice told him. He succumbed;
he felt a sense of pleasure when he indulged in each of the seven,
little did he know that a Jew who was nailed to a cross, for calling himself
the Son of God 2000 years ago told his disciples who wrote it all
in a book that said--all who indulges in them would be punished
in a scary place they all called hell.

But once he was told that this self indulgence was against the
mores and cardinal virtues scribbled in this age old book, he
was to stop his voice from making him yield to them. He was
confused, utterly baffled cause he realized that he was no longer
in control of his voice. His mama, saw the boy crying when he couldn't
fight this inner voice anymore. She, a faithful follower of the
virtues, did what her mother in fact his great-great-great ...
grand mother has been doing since Eros, took her son to a
place with triangles carved all over it, candles burning near
the picture of the bleeding dead Jew on a cross.
And gave him the same book that she was given, and years
past the kid was able to suppress the voice by telling it
that "It was ok, not to feel bad now that we have the seven
virtues on our side, we can indulge in the seven sins and
still make it to the Heaven", cause the Jew seem to be
pardoning every one who read the book and went to this place once a week,
Now,
This wasn't so bad…. was it???